I’m getting back into the swing of things, in a lot of aspects in life, and writing is no exception. What better way to return to blogging than to address something timely: Valentine’s Day…or, as singles would call it, S.A.D. – Single Awareness Day. It’s always said with such disdain, as if “singlehood” is such a bad thing. Is it really?
1 Corinthians 13…in its entirety:
If I speak in the tongues of men or of angels, but do not have love, I am only a resounding gong or a clanging cymbal. If I have the gift of prophecy and can fathom all mysteries and all knowledge, and if I have a faith that can move mountains, but do not have love, I am nothing. If I give all I possess to the poor and give over my body to hardship that I may boast, but do not have love, I gain nothing.
Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It does not dishonor others, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
Love never fails. But where there are prophecies, they will cease; where there are tongues, they will be stilled; where there is knowledge, it will pass away. For we know in part and we prophesy in part, but when completeness comes, what is in part disappears. When I was a child, I talked like a child, I thought like a child, I reasoned like a child. When I became a man, I put the ways of childhood behind me. For now we see only a reflection as in a mirror; then we shall see face to face. Now I know in part; then I shall know fully, even as I am fully known.
And now these three remain: faith, hope and love. But the greatest of these is love.
Beautiful, poetic, and true. These days, the word love gets thrown around so much, it’s starting to lose its meaning. I love Motomachi’s cold ramennn! I love those graceful Mariniere Louboutins. I love SpongeCola! I looove Matt Smith. I love…you. This is just proving the point that love for your special someone is very different from the love you have for your favorite food. We can say there are 3 different kinds of love: eros, phileo, and agape. Eros is…a sort of reaction. It’s the passionate, sensual-based “love”. I use the term love loosely here as, personally, it lacks substance for me. It may play a factor to the bigger “love” picture, sure, but passions of this kind fizzle out and are too dependent on changing moods and circumstances…frequently a passing whim. Phileo is one of mutual action, both parties give and take. It is the kind of love you have for your friends, brotherly, platonic love where no romance is involved. Agape love is best explained by intentional action. It is the non-sensual, selfless, self-sacrificing kind of love. It is the love the Father has for us. It is the love we strive to embody and the love we must decidedly have for others, everyday, however challenging it may be – the love in 1 Corinthians 13.
Seeing the influence the media has on current society, let me give you some examples of Hollywood’s prescription for love and what we’re barraged with.
Ted: I’m being crazy?!
Jeanette: Yes! How long have you been hung up on Robin? Eight years? And you’re still killing yourself to fetch dumb little trinkets for her. That’s crazy! That’s more than crazy! I don’t think there’s a word for what that is.
Ted: Actually, there is a word for that. It’s love. I’m in love with her, okay? If you’re looking for the word that means caring about someone beyond all rationality and wanting them to have everything they want, no matter how much it destroys you, it’s love. And when you love someone, you just…you…you don’t stop. Ever. Even when people roll their eyes, or call you crazy, even then, especially then, you just…you don’t give up! Because if I could give up, if I could just, you know, take the whole world’s advice and…and move on, and find someone else, that wouldn’t be love. That would be, that would be some other disposable thing that is not worth fighting for. But that, that is not what this is.
(Excerpt from How I Met Your Mother, Season 9, Episode 17)
“[Falling in love] is a crazy thing to do. It’s kind of like a form of socially acceptable insanity.” – Amy, “Her”
While this may bring in the warm fuzzies and heighten low expectations of sweeping grand gestures of “love”, it’s not quite…right. Though it’s become somewhat of a norm in the cultural collective consciousness, any attempts with these views of love leaves one still…lacking. Or you’re left with pain. Discontent. Disappointment. A dissonance as you realize the disconnect between reality and expectation.
Hollywood and most of media tell us that the focus in relationships is to find the “right” person. The One. The “right person” for us, primary concern being our own personal happiness. Once you meet The One, you generally enter the physical phase. Or you decide you’ve met The One because you’ve entered this physical phase already. If you’re conservative, it’s simply that quirky slur they have when enunciating a word, or their facial features where their smile is just the right angle of crooked, perfect in their imperfection, or that perfect little kiss. If you’re liberal…err, ahem, well, something more. If you’re somewhere in between, then, c’est la vie…votre vie. If you wear your heart on your sleeve or become willing to be vulnerable and open up all aspects of your life to this person in risk-it-all fashion, you have sex. Sex. And more sex.
And so, after the physical phase, you fall in love. You enter the emotional phase. I love you Lucky (Sorry, Filipino pop. culture reference. I just couldn’t resist…)!!! Ahh, the feeling of falling in love where you don’t care if everything be damned…where you don’t care that you’re free-falling towards hard concrete, whereupon you’ll be splattered across the pavement like a horrible, morbid imitation of modern art, simply because you like the feeling of freedom and the delusion that there’s a purpose to the falling. That the concrete you clearly see is some metaphysical challenge. It’s not really there. Yeah right. Until gravity shuts you up and proves you wrong upon impact. Then what? What was I saying again? Right, falling…and consequences. Sorry. Three Biblical examples that were mentioned were (1) David & Bathsheba (2 Samuel 11:2-5), (2) Amnon & Tamar (2 Samuel 13:1-15), and (3) Samson (Judges 14:1-3). David saw Bathsheba, “fell in love”, had her “fetched”, raped her, and killed off her husband to acquire her. Amnon lusted after his sister Tamar and basically threw her out after he was done with her. Samson, well, he was noble enough to want to marry Delilah and be committed to her…but he was committing to the wrong kind of girl. Read all three’s stories and you’ll realize the consequences of “falling in love”, in this particular way, leaves you in a bad place. Don’t believe it? Okay, don’t. Let’s move on. But I’m telling you, it’s not going to be pretty.
So you find fulfillment in your significant other. You become really good friends, which is the social phase. You meet their friends and then their family, and then pretty soon you’ll be in the psychological phase where you’re in each other’s heads, knowing full well how they think, what they’d do or want in particular situations, what buttons to press, what makes them tick. If all goes well and you haven’t killed or annoyed each other to insanity just yet, you start to think about the future, a future together. Personality, values, and maybe even spirituality will come into play. You’ll get a fuller sense of the picture. You start to see them as a REAL person, flaws and all, baggage in tow. The feelings will start to subside, the warm fuzzies will dissipate, and the you’ll be forced to re-examine the time you just spent with this person. Two choices will remain. Stay or go. Usually, it’s never a choice, just a question of what you can live with. Do you forget and start over?
On the flip side, God’s prescription for relationships looks a little more like this. The focus is not so much on finding the right person, someone you have completely no control over. The focus is on yourself and becoming the right person for a potential future partner. Better oneself, self-improvement. There’s always something we can work on. Commit to God and draw our identity from Him. Walk in love, every day. This is not just romantic love, for romance is overrated and goes away with time. Love, REAL love, is a commitment, a conscious decision to act. We love because He first loved us, and so we find fulfillment in Him, in our growing relationship with Him. And even then, because we live in a fallen world, we can’t be 100% fulfilled here, not until we’re actually with God in His Kingdom.
Sure, God can use people, or a particular someone, to bless you, but it’s not going to be the thing that you’re looking for…not really. It’s just putting unnecessary pressure on someone. Considering that everyone is imperfect, you’re just setting yourself and the person up for disappointment, failure, and heartache. If you were to draw fulfillment in Christ, then there won’t be much pressure on the person because you already have a pre-existing value/self-worth and purpose.
So practically speaking, you become friends with a person and just one day wake up to the realization that you’re not just feeling friendly. You actually feel an attraction. Or…there can also be instances where you feel an attraction and gradually become friends with someone. The physical phase. Not quite sex, but there is an element of appreciation for external attributes such as in Genesis 29:17, where Rachel caught Jacob’s eye because of her beauty. The physical phase here, as compared to Hollywood’s prescription for love, is only a starting point. It is not extremely integral, neither is it the basis/foundation for “love”. You then go into the spiritual phase, where you get to know where the person is in their walk with God, or if they even believe in Him. The other phases will come into play after – psychological, social, emotional. After getting to know each other better, you start to think about a possible future together, how your personalities complement each other, compare your values and fundamental belief systems. You see the other as a REAL person. From there, decide. Commit? Or quit?
If you, unfortunately, decide to quit, it is important to come back to God. Not that you ever really left Him, since He needs to be central in the relationship anyway. But if you decide that it’s not working out, remember to not be so disappointed or blinded by emotions so as to deter you from remaining faithful to God, keeping strong in faith. Ask Him to fulfill you first. I want to become the right person. Find fulfillment and identity in God and God alone. If He wills for you to be blessed with someone, then you’ll eventually get there. Circumstances will present itself. You’ll either meet someone new, or realize something new about someone you’ve known for a while. As a personal aside, not everyone is blessed with a particular person, and it’s perfectly fine. Some are given the gift of singlehood. I’m not being sarcastic or bitter by saying “gift”. There are many perks to being single. You have wayyy more time/flexibility/resources to do whatever, whenever…hopefully to do God’s work and resources that can be directed towards advancement of His Kingdom. If you can’t help but feel lonely sometimes, who says you have to be alone and can’t have children? You can…adopted spiritual children that is…or other brothers and sisters in Christ to keep you company during those particular times. Being alone is not bad either in the sense that you get to reflect more, and have me-times. A common complaint of people who are either in relationships or are married is that they hardly have time for themselves. They miss their alone time.
I suppose everything comes with its pros and cons…but we only have one life. Live and love. No regrets. So whether you’re single or coupled this Valentine’s, know that you’re just where you’re supposed to be and take comfort in the fact that God has established the steps you’ve taken thus far, and will still take in the years to come.